Things were actually looking better but this hafto happen at this time. Once again I feel so helpless n lost.. Is heaven playing a joke on me or wat??

U seemed so calm why I told u abt it. Are u really ok? Or do u feel upset? Angry? I hope so.. Cux at least u care.. But pls dun care tat u're not important. Cux u seriously mean alot to me.. Tats why I been wearing e ring everyday cux it's a symbol of our love.. But now I lost it.. I tried my best to find it back but I failed..

Thinking am I losing jux e ring or everything together wif it?? Am I losing u?Can we work things out?? So many questions on my mind but there's no ans.. I'm really scared.. Wat if I'm gonna lose u.. Jux like e ring.. So unexpectedly n ridiculously.. How am I gg to move on???