Sad..

Who is tat Maureen? Why u tk photo wif her like so close? Not feeling gd after seeing e photos.. But I can only blame myself for wanting to care too much..

I started everyday telling myself today will be a better day.. But emo-ness will always visit me n I'll feel so suffocated.. I start to ponder how do I managed to survive the last time? Den I thot of buddy.. She helped me alot during the first few days.. Really appreciate her.. But too bad. We had some misunderstanding n we've drifted le..

This time I can only depend on myself.. I need to perservere n stay positive.. But I really dunno how long this is gg to last n when will I hit my limit n go BOOM!!!

Been having e idea of gg tanning or watching movie alone.. Mayb I can plan tat on my next off.. Rather than always nua at home n feel emo...