I dun like e feeling tat I'm out of ur life. I haf no right to ask where u're gg, who u're meeting.. I feel so detached.. I wanted to be close but I haf no right to interfere ur life..

Mayb I was too hopeful the past few days. Think I shld try not to hold too high hopes..

The feelings is really sad now. It felt like I'm losing everything. Whenever I thot of yesterday incident I jux feel so angry wif myself. How could I ever lost it? Isit a hint to me tat I'm losing more than jux a ring?

I dunno wat to think or feel now.. I shld jux try not to think abt it jux be emotionless if I can..