Breakthrough

Not feeling gd.. Hasn't been performing to expectation for past few shifts.. Luck jux not our side.. Other grp get to score wif ease but we hafto work our ass out & still fail by inch..

Bosses haf been demanding for more when it's tight.. They only want this want tat.. They expect us to foresee everything.. But do we really haf so much time to cover all areas in details? We're fire-fighting every moments.. Especially I'm running wif 2 newbies.. I need to help to do e work at times to prevent or minimise standby.. Yet I need to cover e planning.. We're all so stretched!!

Perhaps tats life or I shld say work.. I'm not only e only one who is feeling stretched.. I need to accept tat this is reality.. I know I'll be fine after awhile.. or rather my ego doesn't allow me to continue to fail n stay at e bottom.. I believe n I'm waiting for e right time n opportunity to prove my worth AGAIN!!!

Well guess this is gonna affect my appraisal cux the recent impression of my perfomance will be affected.. But nvm, i believe I'll still meet the benchmark though not exceeding like I wanted.. But I will not gif up.. I want a BREAKTHROUGH!!!!

p/s: baby I'm really grateful to haf u by my side cux I know I wld find comfort in u.. Jux e presence of u is able to make me feel better.. Can't wait to see u in awhile!! I can't imagine wats my life gonna be w/o u.. I hearts u to bits & nuts.. Love u!!! *muack*