Jux before I'm leaving the house, mummy asked me to help her text a fren her acct no so her fren can transfer the money. I flared up & as usual she failed to know why.
Cux she always failed to understand tat I dun like to be involved.. Really sad to say, my mum is all abt gambling & money.. My dad is also only slightly better. Sigh!
For money, my mum wld pester me to teach her how to text over & over again.. Freak out when her hp is spoilt & wake me up from my slp. Can't recall all the nonsense actually.
I was jux thinking.. She can put in e effort to learn how to text becos of money den why can't she learn to send texts to us, saying she love or miss us? I know I'm thinking too much..
My parents failed to gif me enuff love & attention when I was young.. All they know is provide for my clothes, a shelter for me & keeps asking me to do well in sch.. No doubts, I know they do love me but why is it I can't feel it? And I jux can't be as close as I wanto be wif them??
I dunno how to continue anymore..
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment