On hold..

hmm.. Haven been blogging for awhile as work has been real busy these days.. Guess year end coming so volume has been increased in view of the upcoming festivals.. Well, like i told my colleagues.. Though we're super busy but we mux work busily-happily.. as it means company is earning money.. hahaha.. and hopefully next yr bonus can be 'fatter'!!!! hahahaha.. think im quite gd at hyptonising others & myself.. hahaha.. so my motto for rest of 2009 is to work hard & work right!!! So that my PI won't be affected.. hehehe..

Anyway baby suggested to postpone our 3-yr agreement by 2yrs!!! Was quite shocked when i first hear it.. But after thinking for awhile, i do agree wif baby.. cux serously 3yrs is not significant in the long term perspective.. When we first set the 3-yr agreement, 3 yrs seems like a f**king long time.. but who knows??? *blink blink* We're gg to hit our 3yr jux next July.. hahaha.. how times flies hor baby??

Another reason why i agreed is becos we wld be financially more capable in another 2yrs time.. and we could haf the ability to plan for something we really dream for than to plan within our budget.. cux i still haf another $5-6k to clear next yr for my study loan.. Well baby, im not afraid to postpone our agreement.. as im not afraid tat u'll run away!!! hahahaha.. U're so gonna stick to me till i die!!! hahahaha..

So our 3yr anni celebration has been put on hold.. so now my baby hafto crack her head as to how to make our 3yr anni a BIG BANG!!! hahaha.. cux she promised to do the planning.. Im jux gonna sit back & relax.. YEAH!!! Baby, u better dun anyhow plan ok? If not im so gonna be disappointed hor??!!! pout!! How u gg to plan wld shows how much u love me!!! *bleah*

Am counting down to 15th Jan for our Bangkok trip!!!! I jux can't wait!! Cux im sure its gonna be damn fun as we're gg wif eric & maddy.. Guess wat? I'm alr doing up our itinerary!!! hahaha.. but it has yet to be openly discussed on the "parliament" & finalised yet.. hahahaha..

EAT, SHOP, EAT, SHOP, EAT, SHOP, SEXXXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Perseverance!!!!

Menstrual cramp + whole day of headache = no mood (wanto tk MC)

BUT!!! I won't!!! Cux I know there's shortage of manpower so I dun wanto sabotage the non-shift ppl..

PSA better treasures me cux i'm a hardworking employee tat wld go e extra mile for them!!! Haha!! This is so crap.. Due to my tiredness & stupid headache..

I miss baby!!! How I wish she's here wif me to gif me a tight hug.. Sob sob..

Where is the love?

Jux before I'm leaving the house, mummy asked me to help her text a fren her acct no so her fren can transfer the money. I flared up & as usual she failed to know why.

Cux she always failed to understand tat I dun like to be involved.. Really sad to say, my mum is all abt gambling & money.. My dad is also only slightly better. Sigh!

For money, my mum wld pester me to teach her how to text over & over again.. Freak out when her hp is spoilt & wake me up from my slp. Can't recall all the nonsense actually.

I was jux thinking.. She can put in e effort to learn how to text becos of money den why can't she learn to send texts to us, saying she love or miss us? I know I'm thinking too much..

My parents failed to gif me enuff love & attention when I was young.. All they know is provide for my clothes, a shelter for me & keeps asking me to do well in sch.. No doubts, I know they do love me but why is it I can't feel it? And I jux can't be as close as I wanto be wif them??

I dunno how to continue anymore..

Blessed, loved & cared for..

Am on my way home now after breakfast at the new foodcourt built jux besides hougang mall..

Love of my life is back!! Twist twist!! Hehe.. Met up wif baby yesterday after work together wif Eric & maddy.. Went joo chiat to eat porridge.. Haha..

Still remembered baby left in the middle of e night on last sat.. As promised, I did not tear nor cry.. Pout! Cux baby says I'm a cry baby.. Well, tats becos I dun bare to be separated from u mah. But this time I very guai hor baby? Hehe.. Think perhaps I'm too tired to cry bah.. Hahahahaha!!!

Anyway, it was raining when baby is leaving so she very sweet to ask her mum to bring the umbrella in her car home so I can use ltr when I'm on my way to work. Only realized this yesterday when I return baby the umbrella..

Though it was nothing great, but I feel really sweet & loved inside.. Thks baby!! Also thks for the morning call before u crossed the custom to ensure tat I'm not late for work.. U're the best!! Muacks muacks!!

My love, jux want u to know tat I'm really blessed to haf met u.. I haf such strong connection wif u tat no words can explain.. I'm oso glad tat our love & committment has seen us thru all the ups & downs.. I promise tat I wld gif my best & only the best for this r/s.. I LOVE U!!!!