Its been 2 days..

Yes, its been 2days since the 'bomb' sms from u..

For the past few days, cant really slp, cant eat, cant stop missing u, cant stop stoning & thinking abt our r/s....

Tried to meet frens to occupy myself so I won't be alone n start all the stoning n thinking.. everywhere i go, things i see, songs i hear reminds me of u.. den i started thinking how am i supposed to cope w/o u in my life? Cux for the past 2 yrs pls, my life haf been revolving ard u & only u?? Ur shadows r everywhere, i jux can't simply run away from it.. HELP!!!!!!!!

I am like a living zombie.. Nothing interests me & everything seems meaningless when l think of u disappearing from my life.. My joy n happiness has been pinned on u since the day i fell for u.. Now tat u're missing, wat am i supposed to do or feel??? feel so helpless...

I really miss u like crazy these few days.. do u miss me too i really wonder.. Do u feel tat a part of ur life is missing when im not ard?? Yes, i do feel tat way.. Though i dare not hold too much hope, but i really hope u do in certain extent??

After met up wif a fren in town, met nick at breko after her work.. Thanks nick for the company, listening n talking to me.. Cux i dunno who to turn to.. I been devoting all my time n energy on u ever since we're tgt. I'll be meeting u or tgt wif ur family or frens.. I dun haf many frens n telling them abt our issues i dun think they could understand too..

Tmr will be meeting buddy, mayb a gd cry again before i gg to start my work cycle on friday.. which i really need to try to settle my emotions so i wont screw up my work..

Conclusion: I really dare not hold too much hope for im afraid of getting disappointed?? But yet i noe i'll try my very best to save our r/s.. Nick n buddy told me do not haf any regrets.. Yes, i wont becos u're worth me fighting for.. Cux u're the one tat i really love the most n the one i see us settling down.. Yes, life moves on no matter wat.. But i noe u're irreplaceable n u hold a very special place in my heart..

Dunno how long more u need to tk to sort out ur feelings, but no worries.. I wont rush or force u.. I'll be waiting for u to be ready to settle this issue tgt.. i'll be waiting for u to come back to me again..

Misses u like crazy...